（HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart
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“potter,” dra said suddenly fro where he sathis archair, eyes closed as he rest his head on his hand
“h?”
“s watchg ”
“i’ not”
“you are ,” dra replied, opeo look at the other an “you have gui written all over your fa’t act like i don’t know what that looks like, i practically have a doct your facial expressioarg, potter?”
hought i’d see ya,” harry said, fally, igoach as he aditted it
“there were photos,” dra said, though harry uldca to his cheeks as he spoke
“not as good,” harry replied “besides, they don’t look like you do now”
“yeah? is how i look er or worse?” dra shough harry uld tell his heart wasn’tit
“is that eveion? have you seen you?”
“i don’t thk i look all that different,” dra ed
harry knew he had brought this ion upo he fe he was ttg too close to sayg too uch he stood up, pa their o archairs when his back oke
“you look—i keep tellg yself you t be a ghost orextrely teractive irror of erisedese visioellg yself the urn around, you’ll be gone or i’ll be havg a ont of ciditywhatever st ungo’s bed i’ tly strapped to,” harry rabled, turng to fd dra had al stood fro his seat
“ i look like a ghost?” dra said, approachg harry slowly
“no, that’s not what i ant i an, you’re pale, but—” harry trailed off aga as dra took his ar by the wrist
dra took harry’s ha o
“you’re hahrough, does it?” dra asked, his voice ipossibly ft